Dear Diary...

PROMISE

2012-02-09T17:11:00.001+08:00

I've lost the balance for you love
I felt in your hands you've control over me
your body is the prision , and I'm a prisioner
and I don't want to go , I'm happy condemned

Try to keep my balance but I still fall
But how I fell so hard
right into your arms
wrapped inside you baby and it’s so warm (yeah yeah)
But Love without a cause
leaves me trapped inside my own bars

I want to be all yours , but I've afraid
promise me that not to leave me without your love

I’ll give you my heart girl but you got to promise (Promise me Mami)

promise you’ll hold me, (hold me) touch me, (touch me)
love me (love me).. way past forever

I so young suffer heart trouble and for your love I would suffer thousand years and with so much honor (don’t doubt it baby)

Trying to be calm but my chest keeps pounding
Trying to swim but it’s like I’m drowning..
All I’ve come for is love, oh baby.

I want to be all yours , but I've afraid
promise me that you won't leave me without your love

I’ll give you my heart girl but you got to promise
(Ay Promise me Mami)

promise you’ll hold me (hold me), touch me (oh touch me),
love me.. way past forever

You need this in your life, Two kings, Revolutionary

Hey. I'm afraid that you leave me abbandoned
because you are my breath ,everything for me

But I relize yes,
(It’s) worth running the race, when the finish line is you

I want to be altogether yours , but I've afraid
promise me that won't leave me without your love

If I give you my heart girl you got to promise
(Promise that you’ll love me baby)

promise you’ll hold me, (hold me) touch me, (touch me)
love me.. way past forever

I want to be altogether yours , but I've afraid
promise me that won't leave me without your love

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P.E.N.A.N.G part I

2012-02-09T16:39:00.001+08:00

PENANG was great~!! Last minute plan of holiday..but it was AWESOME!! hahaha

Last Friday, I was hang out wif my frens at Chilis, Empire Subang. So suddenly we were thinking of goin to holiday somewhere as we got no plan for that weekend. Accidentally, that weekend we have a long public holiday due to Maulidur Rasul & Thaipussam. Huhu. That's GREAT aite?!

So, we decided went to PENANG for that weekend, spend our time & everything without make any reservation at any hotel or something. Hahaha.. CRAZY isn't it?!

Saturday morning, we take off about 11am from Shah Alam heading to PENANG. All the way from Shah Alam, traffic was very slow moving at PLUS highway as most people from KL heading to north because of that public holiday. So, we reach Butterworth by 5pm. Hehe.. Straight away to Ferry Terminal. Woot Woot~!!

Then finally we reach at PENANG. Yeahhhhh!! We're so damn EXCITED that time. Straight away looking for hotel as we not making any reservation earlier. Like normal during PEAK hour plus PUBLIC HOLIDAY some more, it's hard for us to get a room to stay earlier. We went to the hotels in Batu Feringgi, to find any available room for us. And again like usual, last minute plan..Luckily, we managed to get a rooms for us at Golden Sands Resort. Huhhh~! BUT....it was RM770 per night. Damn EXPENSIVE!! Haiyaaa.. but frankly speaking, this resort was AWESOME!! Trust Me~ No Regret~ ^_^ I like everything about it, especially the view. Take a look guys..

Hehe..NICE aite?! hrmmm..so without think anything we straight away check in at this resort. Yeahhhhh~!

Wanna know what our next activity?! Hehe..

To Be Continue later.. Check it out~!

♥ xoxo ♥

WORK or LOVE??

2011-12-07T15:03:00.001+08:00

it's been a while i didn't update my blog..huhu..been bz wif work until i got no time to write something in here..
or i've been bz wif other things??haha

my life was GREAT..totally great~!! i'm so happy wif my life now.. Thanks Allah for gave me this feeling..Alhamdulillah, i feel much better now. ;)

Act, there are so many things i wanna share here..but it's really take time for me to write in here..huhu..enough for u guys to know that i'm so HAPPY now.. ^_^

What makes i wanna write something today..bcoz of i've been confused wif myself..seems like i don't know which one is more important now..either WORK or LOVE life..hrmmm..i try to figure out..that's why i made decision to write in here so that who knows i will get the answer after i share..haha

For me, in order to make myself happy, i have to make my life INTERESTING..that's what i'm doin now..when i'm happy wif myself..seems like everythings is PERFECT~!! Alhamdulillah..May Allah bless me always..

I wish i can show to u guys how happy i am now..and i wish i can share my hapiness.. ;) Amin.

Maybe, that's enough for today. will update u guys soon~!!

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~Hyun Ae~

That's When I Love You

2011-07-15T16:00:00.000+08:00

when you have to look away
when you don't have much to say
thats when I love you

I love you, just that way
to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk, with two left feet
thats when I love you

I love you, endlessly
and when you're mad 'cause you lost the game
forget i'm waiting in the rain
baby I love you
I love you anyway

'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind

the more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you
no matter what

so when you turn to hide your eyes
'cause the movie made you cry
thats when I love you

I love you a little more each time
and when you can't quite match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when I love you
I love you,

more than you know
and when you forget that we had a date
or that look you give when you show up late
baby I love you
I love you anyway

'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind

the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you no matter what

ooohhh! oooooohh! thats when I love you
when nothing baby
nothing you do can change my mind

the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you
no matter what

ooooooohhhh ooooooooooh!
no matter what

W.O.N.D.E.R.F.U.L weekend (Part 2)

2011-05-02T02:59:00.002+08:00

Once again, I had a great weekend..such a lovely day..im so happy wif wut im doin today..wake up early in d morning..PERFECT!!heheh..

Everyday, Bonda will prepare bfast for 3 of us..like usual..huu..TQ so Much Bonda!! We Love You!!
And btw, Mother's Day is juz around d corner..Wut shud i give her ya??hrmm..any idea??huu..thinkin of bring her to dinner somewhere or might b buy something for her..

So, yesterday..I went out wif one of my frens (which I noe him since matriculation) a.k.a MR. A..we didn't plan anything..at the beginning, we dunno where to go..hahaha..so we decide to go PD.. (^_^)

Otw to PD, we stop by at JUSCO Seremban 2..thinkin of havin lunch & watch movie there..but unfortunately..d movie dat we want to watch,FULLHOUSE!!sighh..Fast & Furious 5..too many people & crowded..damn!! I'm so frustrated!!
Then we went out from there..so we walk around that area & finally i attracted wif one of d saloon in Seremban 2..hahaha..Cutting Edge Coiffure Saloon..i decided to cut my hair more shorter..take a look d outcome..huhuhu

heheheh..so wut do u think?? frankly speaking, I'm kinda regret once they finish cut my hair..bcoz it takes a long time for me to hav dat long hair act..huhuhuh..I dunno why I make a decision to cut my hair more shorter..but from d feedback I received from my frens..I'm happy wif my new haircut..it makes me look more younger(I think)..ahaks! Thanks All for your support!!

Once I finish wif dat saloon thingy, finally we went to PD..yeahhh!! wif my new haircut, I feel like more comfortable & confidence wif myself..huhuhuh..PD here we come!!

So, we "jalan2 & makan2" at PD..I really had fun & enjoy d moment while i was there..Thanks MR. A for bring me here.. (^_^)

I feel much better once I reach there..its true that 'the voice of the sea speaks to the soul, the touch of the sea is sensuous, enfolding the body in its soft, close embrace - quote by Kate Chopin'..

I think dats all for today..its almost 3am now..huhuh..time to sleep guys..

See u again!!

Happy Holiday!!

-xoxo-

Cry Me Out - Pixie Lott

2011-04-25T21:15:00.000+08:00

I got your emails
You just don't get females
Now, do you?
What's in the heart
Is not in your head
Anyway

Mate, you're too late
And you weren't worth the wait
Now, were you?
It's out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance
When you played me

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

When I found out
How you messed me about
I was broken
Back then I believed you
Now, I don't need you
No more

The pic on your phone
Proves you weren't alone
She was with you, yeah
Now, I couldn't care
About who, what or where
We're through

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

Gonna have to cry me out
Gonna have to cry me out
Boy, there ain't no doubt
Gonna have to cry me out

Won't hurt a little bit
Boy, better get used to it
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

Listen, I got the emails
I got the text
The answer's still the same
It's the way it is
I got to go

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

'Cause baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

KIDDO

2011-04-24T13:25:00.004+08:00

I love kids!! Those kids can make me laugh & smile the whole day. Luckily i have 7 siblings. And most of them married already (except me). hahah.. Which i have 8 nephews & 10 nieces. Coming soon gonna have another niece which my sis will deliver on June by this year..Yeahhh.. So, total will be19 lorr..(1 big happy family) heheh.. I love them all damn much!!

Most of the time, I will spend my time with Bilqish bcoz she's the nearest & always come to Bonda's crib.

See, look what she's done to me??hahah..very active kid @ hyper active..which i had a lots of fun while i'm with her..huhuh

But I miss Echa (my bro's daughter) so much!! she's in JB now..cant wait for her to come back here this upcoming May..when I look at her..she's remind of myself when i was in her age..huhu..

Fyi, she's also active like bilqish. hahah.. So damn cute, aite?? (^_^)

Besides my families, I do spend time with other kids which I admire the most..Rissa..(uncle's daughter-one of my colleagues) heheh..such a cute girl & hyper active too!! hahah..we had a lunch together yesterday at Lesung Batu Cafe. She loves to drink milo & only eat rice with soup. Good girl!!

keep it up sweetie!!

It's nice when u have such a lovely daughter/son/niece/nephew @ KIDDO. They really make me happy & enjoy all the time. Love u KIDDO!! mmuah,mmuah,mmuah!!

And that's all from me. I think that's enough for today..huhuh

See you guys again!!

-xoxo-

Jar Of Hearts

2011-04-24T11:42:00.001+08:00

No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

W.O.N.D.E.R.F.U.L weekend

2011-04-24T10:51:00.001+08:00

i've been working 5 days a week..fyi, during my workdays I feel so stress bcoz there's a lot of pressure in my workplace..but it doesnt mean i'm not happy with my work..i'm really happy act because i have a great colleagues in office which we can laugh & spend most of the time together while we are working..so we can release our stress in the office..eventhough we had a lots of work to do but we manage to arrange our time during working hours..that's why i love my job nw! i'm not even thinking to find other job at this moment..huu

so besides that, i'll b waiting 4 my weekend so I can spend it with memorable & enjoyable activities..huu..i had lots of fun during my weekend..i will wake up early in the morning then i had a bfast with my lovely parents..usually Bonda will prepare bfast for three of us..I Love Her So Much!! Thanks for the lovely meal u made for us..

Yesterday, I went to Bkt Cerakah with my old friend (we know each other since 7 years ago). We plan to cycling that day. So we reach there around 9am. We had a great time together!

After that, we went to Sport Centre. Next activity!!Swimming..heheh..so we reach there almost 11am..for sure my body will burn if i swim within this hour but I dont care! As long i have a fit body (that's my target now) hahah..

So, I think that's all for my yesterday life..it will be continue later..hehee..wait for me ya!!

Have a nice weekend guys!!

-xoxo-